Thursday, 07 July 2011
So, congratulations, you made a girl, who was up for anything, who could handle anything, break down and cry. You made her afraid to love, to keep up her walls and to never let anyone in. You made her strong, but too strong that she'll never love like that again.
Scream out loud until you feel again, and hear the sound of how to heal an aching heart. And those that know you most can help you to live again.. so keep them close as you're making your new start.
I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don't like opening up to people. Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me. I hide behind my fake smiles. I'm probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet, but I can be sweet. I'm a great listener. I'll guard your secrets with my life. I will never judge you based on your mistakes, and I'll love you as much as I can. I can be, if you let me, one of the
best things in your life.
I guess everyone has their reasons for keeping people away, an instinct to protect yourself from getting hurt. It's part of human nature.
Warning: I have the tendency to push people away in order to test who really cares. I've figured out that this is a terrible habit because i rarely find anyone who actually cares enough to come after me or fight for me or something. And those who actually do care can only deal with so much of my shit.
SOME MORE SOCCER QUOTES:
Some people tell me that we professional players are soccer slaves. Well, if this is slavery, give me a life sentence.
English soccer player and 1966 World Cup winner.
I play with passion and fire. I have to accept that sometimes this fire does harm".- Eric Cantona
If you want to see me, you must be quick. If you want to catch me, you must be fast. If you want to beat me, you must be kidding
The best thing about indoor soccer is getting to take your anger out on the other team by smashing them into the walls.